Warning ⚠️ Big girl panties up ahead!
Guys often reach out to me because of my blog and erotic stories. They tell me how they love confident women. They tell me how they wish they could meet a woman like me who knows who she is and what she wants…
Let me share a little secret with you…
This couldn’t be further from the truth. I (me, Patty, the one writing) struggle with feelings of self worth every goddamn day.
Phew. Feels so good to let it out!
The truth is that I blame every problem that happens on the fact that I’m not good enough, not smart enough, not skinny enough, not pretty enough… just not enough.
My blog takes me out of the prison of my mind to a place where I can imagine and create characters who are sexy and more confident, despite maybe having some of my same character flaws or challenges. They’re out here living their best life, while I’m usually at home sulking irl.
Well, maybe not usually, but sometimes.
I miss my Sir… so much. Just a brief text exchange today and I cried after… cried myself asleep actually. It’s good, like an emotional three year old, I really needed a nap!
I woke up with greater clarity about spending this time “alone” to work on my feelings of self worth… to dig deep and find what I love about myself… to do the hard work of eradicating those negative thoughts and replacing them with a focus on achieving my goals and embracing the me I am today.
I’ve always said sometimes a good cry is the best medicine for what ails you. But after my cry, I gotta get up and put my big girl panties on and get to work!
Picture of big girl panties included for your amusement. Yes, I have them! 😂
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