Attention Whore

Daily life is never all about me. I go without a lot of things on the day to day in order to ensure that my family has what they need most.

But there’s a moment, usually at the end of the day, when I want some me time. I want someone to take an interest in me. Let’s talk about the latest news, movie, or art exhibit. Ask about the books I’m reading or tell me you’ve been thinking about my body…

It’s not the best body, lol. It’s definitely a mom body— squishy and round in parts that used to be hard and flat.

That said, there are men out there who enjoy a mom bod, and when I find one it’s precious time spent with someone who enjoys my curves and softness. I get genuinely positive attention and I love it!

Now, I’m not dinging my husband but honestly, I’m just not his ideal body type. I used to be, but those days are long gone.

Now my fitness efforts (if you can call it effort 😁) are more focused toward health benefits rather than trying to achieve the unattainable.

Yes, I could have a much nicer body if I spent more time in the gym, but that would mean less time as a mom and being there for my family, or less time writing, or less time for dating and doing the things that I enjoy immensely.

This is one of the reasons our poly marriage works so well. My husband loves me dearly and I love him. Before we opened our marriage, I starved myself and worked really hard to try to be thin again. I was trying to be everything for him.

Now, when I crave attention, physical and romantic, I understand the boundaries of his interests and I respect them. He understands the same of me.

We can seek what we need physically and romantically in other partners, allowing those relationships to blossom and grow or fade away and die. Through it all, we maintain a love and deep devotion to one another. It’s a beautiful feeling.

I love attention from men who see me as their “type.” I crave knowing that my body can bring a man pleasure— my mom bod, lol.

It’s even better to know that I’m infinitely loved and supported just for being me.

💋

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If you enjoyed this post or it inspires you to create your own sexy scene, then please like, comment, or share. I’m not ashamed to beg for it! 🙏🏾😁💛

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8 thoughts on “Attention Whore

  1. Me time no matter how you slice it is critical. That is something I realized late on and now regret. But I’m starting over next week when I turn 50. Which includes caring less about somethings and more about other things. Fitness has been one of them. I wish I could spend more time on it, but 3 hours commuting every day eats into that time. Still I try, and focus on diet more. If that means Im better than most men my age, but less than a bodybuilder, I’m okay with that. It makes me happy when people say you look great or don’t look your age. Which speaking of, if these are photos of you, you look freaking amazing 😊

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    1. Aww, happy pre-birthday! 🎁🎉 How will you celebrate?

      I think it’s great that you’re finding more time for yourself and your interests. I see my kids getting bigger everyday and soon enough, they’re off chasing their own dreams. It’s nice to spend time getting to know yourself and enjoy the small moments of following your bliss.

      And, yes! These are pictures of me, just this morning before this post. 😁 Thank you! 😘

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      1. Thank you! With all that happened to me recently I just realized that there was so much I wanted to do but for one reason or another I haven’t been able to. I’m making a 50 things to do at 50 bucket list which will take care of a lot of these things once the dust settles. Some are pretty basic like baking bread. Never done it before. Some are adventurous such as go whitewater rafting. And some are things I’ve always wanted to do like get a tattoo. So these will be things I cross off the list from next week all the way until they are done next year. I’m looking forward to it and I’m making a lot of them involve friends. Speaking of friends, I’m doing not just one, but four events next week, mostly involving food, music, and drinks open to all my friends. Figured its summer and everyone has plans, so I’m spreading it out because its a milestone birthday. And your photos are great 🙂

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      2. What a great idea! 50 for 50 bucket list, excellent!! I look forward to hearing about some of your new experiences… freshly baked bread with butter is my kryptonite!!

        And for sure, spread out the festivities and keep the party going as long as you can! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

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      3. Thank you! A friend gave me the idea and I thought it was perfect. Going places I’ve always wanted, being more adventurous, just breaking the norms. I already have a friend lined up to help me with the bread, which is pretty much my kryptonite too! 50 is going to be amazing.

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